no comp!
haiz these few days didi going gaga over buying a laptop! tempt me also..erm, after using hard-earned money to buy digi-cam, i'm left w nth now..haiz. i also wanna own a comp, cos it is realli convenient for mi to do my work. i wun have to keep borrowing laptop from poor angela! i feel bad too! a gd laptop costs a lot u noe? abt 2000 plus ba..where the hell can i have the money to buy? would it be a waste of money? haiz...so helpless...
there's lots of tests n proj piling up this sem. i can feel the tension n stress now already. god, i nid ur strength to help me! with all these work, i dun seem to have more quiet time w Him. now, i can onli say a short prayer, read a pg of the bible n sing a song to Him everynite. it's not enough...i wanna do more...i wan god to touch me. i wan Him to talk to me..haiz time matters...
i am quite interested in the video club though...i have already miss the specialist diploma le, i dun wanna to miss this gd gd opportunity. i am interested in directing, being a talent n be the cameraman...but it seems tt they onli accept 6 to 8 ppl..how to get in? i'm sucks at editing...think better go lib find some premiere bk to read n learn more abt it...muz aim to be a professional! yes! god, i will make my dream come true cos i have ur anoiting, i have U!!! :)
Amen...
never been closer~
find myself super hardworking yest. wow, borrow laptop from angela to do my dma thingy...edit edit n edit till abt 3 at nite..bery crazy man! lastly, i did the rendering of my work! yeah, i onli left w the transitions to add in n i'm done! kinda imagine myself to be tt ger in the video tt mr james showed us, waiting anxiously to see the results of my video while rendering..haha
also dunno where i got my strength from. i'm sure it's from Him! My father, my saviour...everybody is sleeping le but i noe He is always accompanying me. tt's y i hang on n continue to recharge my energy.
it's amazing, abt 2am, i feel so sleepy n backache all over. den i begun talking to Him...dunno y suddenly i got tis feeling tt He's talking to me too! Am i imagining things cos i'm too tired or is it realli u Jesus who is talking to me? it's just a sudden tot in my mind tt i'm not alone at all, there somebody looking at me, just beside me...joining me w my work! God, thanks for being there when i nid u. suddenly, i feel so touched n i almost cried! i played the christian songs on angela comp n just enjoy the wonderful feeling...hoping tt it will not just be while, hoping tt it wun disappear suddenly...tt it will be forever! yeah..praise e Lord!
todae yh ask mi go cg...he kinda msg me abt some meaningful msg but well, both things are impt to me..asking me to choose, i'll definately choose Him but i'm not contradicting my words! no matter which one i go to, it will always be Him in my mind. i noe tt's not enough but tis is realli wat n how i feel. He will always be my onli Father, the one most high, the one i always desire.
realli never been so close to Him...in the past, i can feel his presence but very seldom i will feel so touched n cried. it's very hard to describe how i feel but i think God knows..tt's so sweet... :)
Megawatt Smile!!!
Chiang, your celebrity smile style is Megawatt Like Julia
We learned to love Julia for her big and bold goose-honk laugh and for her even bigger and bolder megawatt smile. Lucky you too have a gorgeous grin like America's Sweetheart. Your dazzling smile shows the world exactly what you're thinking and feeling inside, and let's people know that you are there to make a splash.
When it comes to meeting people and trying new experiences, you tend to be confident and fearless, which makes others grateful you are around. Your gutsy approach to life is as infectious as your smile. Bring it on!
It's easy to look your best when you've got glowing skin.
Holy spirit n missions!
erm...yest i came across a cd which i misplace long time ago..it's about the preaching of rev. dr. ulf ekman (missions n holy spirit)...start to listen to it..got some impt msg:
One word of wisdom from the Lord can save your life.
Do not allow your mentality to overide your spirit.
Learn to listen to the voice of the holy ghost.
happy to be able to learn more...
bro alvin told me tml got youth conference...haiz will try my best to come..cos i haven start on my DMA yet..thinking of starting tml! wat to do?!?! will try to go after starting A BIT of the proj! sian...
bad cold still 'on'! god, i need plenty plenty of strength from ya!!! re-charge my battery! amen!
*ah-chew*
*ah-chew* tis is wat I’m doing since yest! I’m sick, so sick tt I can’t walk...sob! now gotta stay in aunt’s hse to wait for her to cook some porridge for mi…
got high fever n bad flu! Haiz…saw a doc, medical fees nowadays cost so much, $32 for just 2 packets of pills.
Actu todae gg for service but so sleepy after eating the medicine..sleep n sleep lik a pig. Feel so sad, bro yuanhe told me todae’s msg very meaningful. It’s abt finance. I din manage to listen to tis gd msg!
haiz….now wish tt I will recover faster! Head spinning n feel lik it’s gonna break! Think tml not gg sch le, anyway got mc…*ah-chew* muz get more sleep again…
CG~
Fri I went to my first cg ever! Actu when I’m in sec 3, I got attend my fren’s cg b4 but I can rarely rmb anything le. Well, the first cg in yh’s hse is so fun and meaningful! We played super-fun game(e name very long so cannot rmb), after tt there’s a skit from the bible ‘samuel’ section. It’s sooo funny n I just can’t stop laughing.
Time flew past soo quickly, with sis Catherine giving us a gd msg abt having dreams n visions! After tt we had dinner, lots n lots of gd gd yummy food, esp. the salad (aunt susan is a great cook)!!!
Oh god, thanks for giving me a vision, thanks for answering my prayer, thanks for the impt msg abt having great dreams! I greatly believe tt I will rise up high, fulfilling all my dreams, becos I got u by my side! I have nth to fear!
Yeah… thanks Lord Jesus..thanks for saving me..
fighting lik a warrior!
no, i muz not stay in my comfort zone n not taking a step forward. i wonder how can a person be so conservative? had a quarrel w mama yest, all abt church again!
normally i will end up giving in to her cos cant seems to stand her nagging! yest is diff..i keep to my own stand n of cos, she fed up n 'exploded'!
haiz tonight i'm gg to my first CG! yeah, i'm so excited~ end up kana suan by mama again..
god, do not let me succumb to the devil. i'm a very passive person, easy to gif in to ppl..this time, i'm not gg to. jesus help me!~~~
i found my blog!
yeah! i found the blog tt i like le! it's tis blog. but hor, i dun like the words leh..too tiny den u have to strain ur eyes to read..
i wanna add music to my blog leh..hillsong music will be best...but i lack of skills dunno how sia, den bro jonathan can help me! his blog is great!
so sian now, muz wait for angela to finish gems so i can pass tis laptop back to her. should i go to Connect? erm..so boring, surely are some silly games n stuff...shall c first ba~
Samuel!
after 3 days reaing the bible, still haven complete 2 Samuel. will complete today i'm sure! cos god will wait patiently n guide me along the way.
found some gd phrases though...
"Listen to all that the people are saying to you; it is not you they have rejected, but they have rejected me as their king." 1 Samuel 8:7
erm..god is our father, our savior...we muz not onli act in our ways, but in god's ways! amen!
"For the sake of his great name the Lord will not reject his people, because the Lord was pleased to make you his own." 1 Samuel 12:22
this phrase reminds me of another phrase in Luke 11:10(dunno rmb correctly or not). Ask n u will be given, seek n u will find, knock n it will be opened to u...smgt like tt. God is always here for us! we muz make the first step to Him, n He will be very happy to move 10,000 steps to us! yah he wun reject us but is happy to have us by his side!
praise the Lord!
"The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outard appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." 1 Samuel 16:7
it's true tt nowadays there are still so many ppl looking at ppl's appearance...aw! esp. those guys who go gaga after seeing some chio-bus. well, god dun care whether u r pretty or handsome or cute. wateva, god onli cares abt wat is within u, ur inner beauty... hah, i guess tt makes our god so just n fair! hallelujah~
"But God does not take away life; instead, he devises ways so that a banished person may not remain estranged from him." 2 Samuel 14:14
wateva sins u have committed, wateva crimes tt u have done, if u r willing to repent, God will not just move away from u. instead, our dear Lord will come n dry ya tears and comfort u! god wants us to come back to Him, like lost little children finding their way back home. den, god will welcome us with open arms.
IT idiot
haiz actu wanna set up a new brand blog, it seems tt i'm a completely IT idiot, dun even noe how to change the setting n html of the blog la..
hope tt my blog will be alrite by wed when i can use angela's laptop to d/l new skins..
wake up today, feeling super duper tired, dunno why..den i talk to god, do some small chit-chatting..
now gg for MMR lesson..boredom...
god is the lamb!!
suddenly got tis sudden tot! i wanna have a break thru quickly!
rmb wat yh told me, if i'm willing to take a step towards god, god will take 10 million steps towards me! yeah, god is always ready to open his BIG open arms to us!
feel more n more blessed... hee
Relationship w God
it's been a long time since i blogged. sat nite is a very meaningful day for me, CHC service has 'knock' me into my senses. i now realised tt i have not given my all to God. tt's sad come to think of it.
These past few months i onli go to church with the intention of fulfiling my religious habits...it's not rite! i even wanna choose my church, jumping from one to another. in sat nite service, paster kong talked abt having a relationship w Him, to realli noe n feel God. after hearing wat bro alvin said to me, i finally realised tt i have been wrong all these while. Having a relationship with God is more impt den choosing which church to go to. God cares abt me having a bond with Him, irregardless to which church i will go. it's no use going church every wk but not have a REAL relationship with God.
Oh lord Jesus, i'm sorry..i am wrong..from now on, i'm gg to really noe u. pls forgive me of my sins n come to me, father.
after sat, erm i have a different vision of my future. in the past, it's only all abt me n me n ME.. now it's abt God's vision for me.
i started to sing n praise Him when i'm at home, this is smgt tt i dun dare to do in the past becos i feel shy of the ppl ard me. i started to love speaking to Him.
God, I'm on fire for u. i desire u. i thrist for u...n i will forever...
been searching for some of the nice christian songs..not sure where to get it... :)
"It is the LORD who marches b4 u, He will be w u n He will never fail u or forsake u. so do not fear..." deut 31:8
