Friday, June 24, 2005

never been closer~

find myself super hardworking yest. wow, borrow laptop from angela to do my dma thingy...edit edit n edit till abt 3 at nite..bery crazy man! lastly, i did the rendering of my work! yeah, i onli left w the transitions to add in n i'm done! kinda imagine myself to be tt ger in the video tt mr james showed us, waiting anxiously to see the results of my video while rendering..haha

also dunno where i got my strength from. i'm sure it's from Him! My father, my saviour...everybody is sleeping le but i noe He is always accompanying me. tt's y i hang on n continue to recharge my energy.

it's amazing, abt 2am, i feel so sleepy n backache all over. den i begun talking to Him...dunno y suddenly i got tis feeling tt He's talking to me too! Am i imagining things cos i'm too tired or is it realli u Jesus who is talking to me? it's just a sudden tot in my mind tt i'm not alone at all, there somebody looking at me, just beside me...joining me w my work! God, thanks for being there when i nid u. suddenly, i feel so touched n i almost cried! i played the christian songs on angela comp n just enjoy the wonderful feeling...hoping tt it will not just be while, hoping tt it wun disappear suddenly...tt it will be forever! yeah..praise e Lord!

todae yh ask mi go cg...he kinda msg me abt some meaningful msg but well, both things are impt to me..asking me to choose, i'll definately choose Him but i'm not contradicting my words! no matter which one i go to, it will always be Him in my mind. i noe tt's not enough but tis is realli wat n how i feel. He will always be my onli Father, the one most high, the one i always desire.

realli never been so close to Him...in the past, i can feel his presence but very seldom i will feel so touched n cried. it's very hard to describe how i feel but i think God knows..tt's so sweet... :)

posted by looneymouse @ 1:10 PM