Friday, July 22, 2005

reflections

sian finally the hols is here! dunno wat to do also leh, may work in bata again, this time muz ask for increase in pay le. time flies very quickly sia, so fast till i almost lost touch with the world.

can't sleep last nite again, serious prob sia...spent hrs looking up at the ceiling, wasting so much of my slping time...help!!! eyes becoming more n more puffy n small...

lata gg bugis, yeah finally got $$$ to buy fanfan's cd le!

lookin forward to mon where i can sing kbox with jonny n his gf(shit i forgot her name)! so long din go sing le leh...maybe didi coming too! can't spend too much $$$ now cos house need to change all the windows for safety..govt says so! haiz mum says it costs about 600 bucks.. this month really nid to be cautious w $$ i spent.

this term is tough, boring cos some modules just sucks big time...but yet, i'm satisfied...w all my work n my results...at the end of the day, it's the i-know-i-did-my-best feeling tt makes me feel so gd! didi, sarita n my results are quite consistent..keep it up ppl! hope it will be the same throughout the rest of the years.

in sec sch i was taught not to compete with ppl cos it's just simply not healthy. i did try to 'fight' with my sec sch frens in the past n i regret my actions. i was completely an irritating person, asking ppl for their marks. finally they changed me into a better person...n i changed my silly stupid ways. Now wat matters is i know i did my best. i will always compete with myself to win the final glory! ya, i think all of my friends do tt too! hurray!

think i'm talking crap now...got this flu coming..brain dead le..

most imptly, i muz have faith in God, it's Him who help me win this beautiful battle with myself! thanks Father! i love u so...